Friday, October 20, 2006
5:47 AM
actually didnt hav the mood to online todae.. but had to settle some things.sign in into msn immdiately sian diao, cuz.. arrghh.nvm la. 2dae got bk test papers. usaually end of year dun do well not happy de, but the other some other things that are making me unhappy la, results are only that minority.
todae was really damn down. even cheesiew and jianyu realised. lols. see them trying their best to comfort me and ask me wat happened. 2nd half of recess went wif sinying to the art showcase there. outside peop doing art but inside quite nice and quiet. haha. she's also trying to comfort me. sry la. no use de la. yue comfort yue sad. haha. maybe she said the things that i had no courage facing. yeah. so after that, really cant take it le. cried.
shocking rgt? who can imagine me crying??? lols. actually it was already a very common thing after... really hoped that can do what she said. haiz. itis not easy. nothing can stop it when heart is wounded and bleeding.
after that went bk to class. ltr went hall. seriously anyone can tell me what was it about? listening to radio throughout. thinking bout it throughout.
ended up crying agn. shit. why am i so prone to tears these days?
anyway aft that nothing much happened la. was very sad until cca.
senior made me feel bit better. at least in music, i'm cushioned. no hurt, nothing. occupying myself with music now. but once sad songs come, cant take it anymore.
in front of the piano, realised that evrythng i played were sad. play until neighbour came over tell me to stop. bu zhi bu jue composed a lot of thing. haha. making my neibour and family cry. i think that one really nothing happen oso cant take it la.
anw, qing xu very ji dong now.
流着血，流着泪，撕断友情。
的却很痛。不过再痛也得忍。
小小的伤口，已经流血不止。
现在，将伤口拉大，
血涌了出来。不知道还要等多久，伤口才会愈合。
依然在等待。虽然知道越等越累，
也知道越等越痛，不过我放不下。。
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