Tuesday, November 28, 2006
7:45 PM
wen to causeway pt yesterday. went wif seniors and juniors. ok fine. horn section and trombone section. yeap. went to buy exchange gifts for thai peop. oh yar. um. we going to thailand tonite. go visit winisuksa and a university. ya. so needa bring some gifts.
waseh. they stay at one shop can stay until 25 min. u know me lar. i cant stand this kinda thing. siaoz. half an hr in a shop. crazy. and im those kind who cannot stand shopping for a long time. unless its buying sth i need. yeah. then stand ouside the stupid shop for dunno how long. sianzz. after that FINALLY. and i repeat. FINALLY got something. yeah. sian dao siao. then went o valueshop. buy sweets. i think. yar. after all the shopping for all the stuffs, went KFC. actually didnt wana go,(all credits to adel. grr.) but they all going so jus go lor. haha. then vanessa keep making funny jokes. haha. laugh until like siao. yar. thats bout it. sorry ar. this post kinda short, cuz i sprained my right wrist. --.'' that was accidental ok.. typing wif left hand now. difficult. lols.
yay. going thailand tonite. throw evrything away for a few days. come back then say. lols.
ok. byebye. (:
Thursday, November 23, 2006
5:33 PM
got stabbed. ouch!
SEVEN LOVES
[1] music [2] friends [3] basketball [4] siloso beach [5] wakeboarding [6] chocolates [7] ...
SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS
[1] friends [2] F horn [3] band [4] 2/5`06 [5] family[6] my hp [7] my bball
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS
[1] super bored [2] woke up jus now [3] currently listening to music[4] im using my comp [5] sleep only aftr 3. [6] no mood now [7] band prac ltr
SEVEN THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO DO BEFORE I DIE
[1] patch up wif her [2] have a gathering wif all the friends i hav [3] play through my entire house of scores [4] be happy [5] go and see the sea [6] forget all the past [7] smile truely
SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO
[1] breathe [2] write [3] play piano[4] play horn[5] play violin [6] use comp [7] be sianned
SEVEN THINGS I CANNOT DO
[1] revive the friendship between us [2] sit down for more than 1 hr[3] rollerblade[4] teach people [5] understand me [6] be happy[7] hav nth to do
SEVEN THINGS I SAY MOST
[1] yo [2] sup [3] haha [4] ok [5] walaoeh [6] dunno[7] byebye
SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT, TO DO THIS
wan do do loh.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
2:58 AM
yo. posting. ya. duh.
dunno wat to say.. -.- lets talk about today. hmm. morning woke up at 9.27 i think, made my bed, brush my teeth, wash my face, said good morning to evryone(there was only 2 peop in the hs), ate my breakfast which was 1 hotdog, sat down on the sofa, made myself comfy, on the tv, turned to cartoon network and watched. ARE U ASLEEP BY NOW?
haiz. beaches always make me think a lot. regret a lot. but on the other hand, they calm me down. chill me out. looking at the bottle ziai threw into the sea, i thought, isnt it jus like me, looking for a direction to head in life. but i couldnt find it. im in complete darkness. but after a while, the bottle came back to shore. waves did the job. its jus like friends. giving u any type of support and help u wud need when u are helpless. they are the peop that bring hope once again into ur life. it might be jus one friend. that one friend makes a difference. but when u lose that one friend, u feel helpless, u feel like u are nothing anymore. then u'll start regretting. u know that u still need that one friend to push u forward, but when u know that they arent there anymore, that type of emptiness, that type of hurt.. looking at the bottle, tears fogged my eyes once again.
anw, after that we went white sands. a gal (teenager) stopped us and wanted 20sec of our time. haha. doing sales. at first i didnt wanna buy anything, but when i heard wat she said, i changed my mind. she said she had a sick friend. after that wat she said i cant rmb (check ziai's blog for details, she SHUD hav said.) but since its for a friend, im willing. its understandable how one feels for a friend. oh ya. forgot to say. she was selling pens, at 2 bucks each. me and ziai each bought 1. erm. that's bout it. bb! (:
Thursday, November 16, 2006
5:57 PM
updating a bit. jus in case blogger lock my blog again.
yesterday went ice skating again. wif my griend, junior and seniors. it was quite shiok. cuz i can skate le!! lols. anw, walaoeh. wenoirs keep refusing to move. --.'' then cuz we use gp admission ma, so unlimited time. then when we went in, they jus filled the ice. then bout 3 and 1/2 hrs later, we are all shating on water. yes. water. feeling quite shiok. wa.. i fell like 2 times on the water and got the right side of me wet. 1st time was cuz going too fast. then turn that time bang into someone. 2nd time was trying to swerve to avoid a little gal. ya. so fell. waseh. bad falls loh. now my knees are all scratched thanks to the rough ice. oh. the most exciting part (or not) is that i was skating belind this small gal then she suddenly kick bkwards. then so zun kicked my skin. wif skates. waseh. that time almost wanna grab her up and throw. wtf.
after that went kfc. seniors ate their dinner there. we jus sit there look and talk. i teared open a pepsi can. lol. they were all shocked. -.- pls lar. its only a can lar. not bottle or anything else. did it cuz was too sian to do anything else. haha.
slp until like 4am that time seriously got muscle cramp in my rgt arm. shit. i nvr had cramps on my arms. think i hold peop too much yesterday. lols. walaoeh. i slept at 2+, cramp at 4, flu at 6.30, and woke up AGAIN at 8. siannz. dunno how much i sleep loh. later still got band prac. die liao. lei si le. haha.
shud stop here le. nxt tues post agn. bb!
-u must be clever enough to know that u are stupid. no bady can decide whether u are stupid or clever. the decision is always urs.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
5:33 PM
hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.
sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me, (: i might nvr have survived through those times without u. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. thanks to u, i wasnt afraid of stress at that time. cuz i know there'll be someone there, someone who understands..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. really didnt mean it. jus hope that it doesnt hurt so much now. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy.. u look nicer when u smile..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw me away.. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. saying that i wun miss u would be lying.. so, all the best!! (: luv u, buddy..
12:44 AM
hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.
sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me, although i'll get scolded by others cuz they thought i bully u.. (: i might nvr have survived through those times without u. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. thanks to u, i wasnt afraid of stress at that time. cuz i know there'll be someone there, someone who understands..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. really didnt mean to hurt u. jus hope that it doesnt hurt as much now..one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw me away.. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. saying that i wun miss u would be lying.. so, all the best!! (: luv u, buddy..
12:39 AM
hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.
sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me.. no one else wud give in so much to me. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. i wasnt scared of stress at all that time, cuz i know when i'm stressed, someone's there to make me feel better, someone's there to crap wif me, someone who knows me well..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. i noe its my fault.. hope they dun hurt as much now.. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw all those memories away..dun ever think bout them agn. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. would miss u a lot. luv u, buddy..
12:31 AM
hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.
sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me.. no one else wud give in so much to me. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it.. i wasnt scared of stress at all that time, cuz i know when i'm stressed, someone's there to make me feel better, someone's there to crap wif me, someone who knows me well..
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. i noe its my fault.. hope they dun hurt as much now.. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be happy..
and, if it feels better without me in ur life, then throw all those memories away..dun ever think bout them agn. rmb.. if anyday u need someone, i'll still be there to listen to u talk. shud've treasured the times u gave me.. thanks. luv u, buddy..
Monday, November 06, 2006
11:33 PM
hiatus straight after this post! maybe til few wks later. feel free to tag though.
sherilyn
um.. jus wanna say thanks again, for the 2nd half of sec 2 life u've given me. thanks for being there when i needed someone, always being there to make me smile.
rmb how we got to sit together.. miss thoo. haha. ever since the day i sat beside u, there wasnt a day without smiles. (: i know making me smile had always been difficult.. but u still did it.
all the times we quarrelled over science facts, those times trying to keep each other awake during science lessons.. thanks for always giving in to me, although i'll get scolded by others cuz they thought i bully u.. (: i might nvr have survived through those times without u. i know i always dao u cuz of bad mood and in the end always kena scolded by u. sorry hor. didnt mean it..
when we had to move bk to reg. order, i was sad lar. cuz i know that though adel is there, she cant make me smile. those times we had long distance communication during sci lesson. (: laughed like crazy bout chap 6 & 7.
no idea wat pulled us apart, but im satisfied wif those memories, really. nothing can last forever. although i wished that we can patch up someday, some things cant be forced. remember all the good times, forget the bad ones..
and, sorry for the wounds i've caused u. i know they're deep. all i can do now is to apologise. sorry.. one day, if i have enough courage, i'll look for u agn. (: oh ya. glad that u got ur first choice in subj combi. new class, new start. so, be%2
12:10 PM
still in sian mood. baka. later still hafta see the principal about dunno wat. subject combi i think. haiz. results too lan lar. who ask me to have so much relationship probs during that period. siannz.
really dunno wat to do now. guo yi tian suan yi tian ba. it still hurts. damn much. haiz. the looks of 1/5 classroom keep coming into my mind. how? trying very hard to jus focus on the happy things that happened there.. but those are the things that brought me to 2/5, where so much happened.. wtf. doing damn much homework now. haha. another exit to sad stuff. aprt from. uh hmm. ok. ya. think about homework le then wont think so much bout those stuff. lmao. dun make sense rgt? nvm. cuz i think so too. wahaha. haiz. no subj combi. nvm la. adel's wif me, at least. haha. was funny lar. those times when we sat together, throwing paper balls into the dustbin. lols.
and um, guys(u know hu u are), i know i very act happy lar. and my acting's bad. haha. cant take o level drama.. --.'' anw, dui bu qi ma. i really cant help it lar. temporary way to stop me fr crying. (: wahaha. thanks 4 comforting anw..
trust- this word means nothing to me anymore. after all this. i had to do on..
when things get tough, u'll have to get tougher.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
7:20 AM
once again.. happy bdae ziai! yah. although the things happened were quite unexpected, but still, be happy. ok? i know it's hard after all these, cuz i'm experiencing the same things. haha. lets try.
ice skating was fun lar. although i fell like 9 times cuz i really dunno how to skate, not bad lar. lmao. ferlin and germaine were grabbing onto me when i cudnt even walk myself. -.-''' helped them quite few rounds..
after that while helping them, saw sher struggling. i know i didnt wanna help, but dunno why, jus dun wanna see people struggling on their own. especially when.. nvm. i know i cant face her directly, so told ger to hold one side each. might have helped, i dunno. although its hard to give so much support, tried my best. can anyone tell me why am i still feeling that way? supposed to let go of the past. dunno. jus dun wan see her get hurt, maybe.. haiz. cant control my mind that time.
anw, later went ochard then wait for the jap shop to open, so sat down there, thinking why i did that. feeling nth. the thing i fear most now is feeling nth. cuz following it is sadness, hurt. really, after that, damn sad la. went toilet with ziai. practically cried like hell inside. though we're crying of diff things. ******* shudnt hav did that. that's call betray lar. ziai dun sad le..
stayed inside for dunno how long, came out still cant take it.. even now..
to someone, i'll try my best in helping u in anyway anytime, qian ni de ren qing, i will slowly return.
seeing each other is still a hurt..
12:00 AM
yo.. here posting! (:
actually these 2 days nth much la. oh oh. tues went to causeway with meifeng and ferlin. waha. ferlin was damn cute. we went first to shop for her friends' presents. went to a shop, got a tag for one of them after walking 3/4 the shopping centre. me and ferlin thought that then engraving thing will be done on the tag by those.. u know those D & T hammer thing? (gettit?) ya.. then came out was damn nice lar. the name was written out using a dunno what pen(according to meifeng). yar. then me and ferlin were like, 'whoa, very nice leh. didnt expect it to turn out so nice.' then got scolding from meifeng about where got people so stupid de, take D&T hammer and anyhow knock. haha. was practically laughing like mad. hehe.then sorta thought bout wat to get for the others. b4 that meifeng say guys like metal things so went to comics connection to see. meifeng say buy naruto things and i was standing there, frozen.(leng diao) yar. anw, after that went to take neos. wanted to upload here but due to scanner constrains, ya.
lmao. the machine was damn spastic can. and so we were found hiding in dustbins, bath tubs and on elephants. rofl. damn funny lar. when we say the preview thing, we were totally leng diao-ed. haha. very lame loh. hehe. -THE END-
oh. before i end this post, i wanna thank people who had comforted me a lot for the past few wks. lol. i know i wasnt in the mood to actually properly listen la. (i dun practice listening in class). sorry.. but still thanks. haha. and de wang, can stop being so naggy not? u are a guy leh. be more man lar! haha. thank u hor. that time make me laugh when i was sad. pro. haha. second person who can do that. (:
yes! finally. ZIAI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
haha. had been wanting to wait till 12 midnite post. wahaha. see u ltr at jurong east!!
bye!
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