Saturday, October 21, 2006
10:27 PM
cant stand sad songs nowadays.
dunno why, dunno how.
if death can solve things, i might hav already been dead la. the thing is that it cant.
morning mood still ok. maybe cuz i'm at home and no one else is ba.then somemore not in sch. yah. quite ok lar. think until noon time ba. family came bk and parents were screaming at me for dunno wat. i wasnt paying attention. :P
anw after that suddenly very down agn. (ask my mood, dun ask me) had very serious moodswings today. really. and thus,,, sorta seriously injured myself. sorta like bleeding and blueblacks evrywhere. most probably my house too many walls, den bu shuang bu shuang jus.. ya. haha. dun feel anything anw, so why bother?? lol. cool loh. see blood coming out but zhen de no feeling.
evening dad drove me to ochard road. went HMV. bought some cds for diploma. yeah. stayed there for like, 45 min. cuz not in the mood to walk, so went home.
haizz. 2dae supposed to hav tuition. cancelled anw. so talked to teacher on msn for like an hr. i oso dunno wat we crapped about. haha. but she made me feel bit better. a bit la.
2mr got piano lesson. agn. dun feel like having it. no choice.
only got 3 days left in 2/5. i really dun wanna leave. although we cant be known to be united, but still ri jiu sheng qing ma. evrybody is like together for so long le. its really time to let go.. time flies. those people u spent time wif are walking away. standing there, helpless. isnt it? okok. shall shuddup.
ok. shall try to be happy. guys, dun wry la.. (:
bye for now.