Friday, October 27, 2006
1:34 AM
last few days didnt post cuz not totally in the mood.
thinking of some things that happened to me in these last days of sec 2 life.
losing friends, losing trust, losing almost evrything. i really wanna ask, WAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG?? why mus life treat me like that. i really have no trust in myself, no courage to fight for things anymore. haiz.
yesterday was the last day of sch. it wasnt a normal sch day. seeing so many people sian really makes me.. who doesnt feel sad to leave the class? even jianyu was feeling down. weird weird de. seriously, i wont know how to survive these days without jianyu and cheesiew. really la.. they hav been always sitting around me since sec 1. last few wks, they are the people who tried to cheer me up la. although jordan keep making me angry. haha. funny him. they are 2 people i'll miss most after leaving twofive la. ya. see them dunno wat happened but still jing li an wei wo. haha. dudes, thanks wor. and jianyu, cheer up la. (:
went with ziai to our classroom last year. looking at the empty classroom, looking at the place i once sat, memories gushed back, tears fogging my eyes once more. thinking of the trust we had in one another, thinking of those betrays, thinking of how i forgave them jus like that. wondering why. those people who meant so much to me. feel so.. like jumping down the building. no matter wat, i nvr regretted anything i did for anyone. so, ya.
guys, smile more la.. its already the end, so dun think so much. doesnt help anyway. as long as people i care are happy, i'm fine. maybe i can cope. maybe i can stop thinking. (:
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