Wednesday, October 18, 2006
6:10 AM
these days i've been thinking..
where was i evr wrong.
used to think that tis a regret to hav such stuff happening at the last days of sec 2 life.
but now, if i dun even know where i was wrong, why call it a regret?
some things are really not understandable.
hav been thinking,
why did we even get into each other's life in the first place?
if we had listened to ms thoo and sat in register order, maybe all these can be avoided.
why trust so much when that friendship breaks at the end of the day?
really feel like burnind those photos, but
although photos can be burnt, memories cant. and its already a fact that we had shared happy and sad times together.
getting into each other's life is difficult, but getting out is almost impossible.
i really dunno why, but jus wanna avoid.
avoid doesnt cure at all, but jus feel like avoiding, lying to myself that that can lessen the pain.
who am i trying to lie to??
maybe pretending that we havent knew each other would be better.
lets pretend that we've nvr built up this friendship, pretend that we've nvr talked, pretend..
clinging on is very tiring. i dun wanna play this kind of game anymore. its not nice.
i can nvr win playing against lost trust.
lets jus let go...