Tuesday, November 21, 2006
2:58 AM
yo. posting. ya. duh.
dunno wat to say.. -.- lets talk about today. hmm. morning woke up at 9.27 i think, made my bed, brush my teeth, wash my face, said good morning to evryone(there was only 2 peop in the hs), ate my breakfast which was 1 hotdog, sat down on the sofa, made myself comfy, on the tv, turned to cartoon network and watched.
ARE U ASLEEP BY NOW? haiz. beaches always make me think a lot. regret a lot. but on the other hand, they calm me down. chill me out. looking at the bottle ziai threw into the sea, i thought, isnt it jus like me, looking for a direction to head in life. but i couldnt find it. im in complete darkness. but after a while, the bottle came back to shore. waves did the job. its jus like friends. giving u any type of support and help u wud need when u are helpless. they are the peop that bring hope once again into ur life. it might be jus one friend. that one friend makes a difference. but when u lose that one friend, u feel helpless, u feel like u are nothing anymore. then u'll start regretting. u know that u still need that one friend to push u forward, but when u know that they arent there anymore, that type of emptiness, that type of hurt.. looking at the bottle, tears fogged my eyes once again.
anw, after that we went white sands. a gal (teenager) stopped us and wanted 20sec of our time. haha. doing sales. at first i didnt wanna buy anything, but when i heard wat she said, i changed my mind. she said she had a sick friend. after that wat she said i cant rmb (check ziai's blog for details, she SHUD hav said.) but since its for a friend, im willing. its understandable how one feels for a friend. oh ya. forgot to say. she was selling pens, at 2 bucks each. me and ziai each bought 1. erm. that's bout it. bb! (: