Thursday, April 19, 2007
2:36 AM
man!
wat am i feeling now? actually i oso dunno.
i think i angry. very angry. i damn stupid lar! cant even draw ray diagram... nvr mind.
i not gonna giv up. ltr i go do agn.
i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19. i hate 19.i hate 19 of evry month can? i hate 19!!!!!!! howz! i
damn stress now sia. suck shit. weather damn hot.
i'm damn confused now but i dunno wat i confused about. can there be a month without 19? DANG. i wan cry le lar. stupid. so strees for wat? stupid me.
still got history hw, maths hw, physics hw, maths test revision.. stress sia! haiya.
when can i be numb to all this shit? when? when can i let go? when? when? when????cant believe im still hoping miracles can happen. cant believe i trusted someone this much. cant man. jus cant be.wat the hell... im gonna make this post colourful. for fun. haha.nvm lar.
i should go pour ice on me..byebye...19 again. how many 19s must pass until i get numb? i oso dunno. really dunno. why has things gotta happen this way? i dun understand. im jus luan. i dunno wat i luan about oso. things we once said didnt happen, dun make sense anymore. can we go back to where we left each other? why? im laughing at the times we quarreled but crying at e happy times together. haiz. can we go bk 2/5? 7 months isnt short..